tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81815762208935476212011-10-02T03:08:38.855+08:00EmoO.ozzZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15520978111236774618noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-42556353072225573392011-07-30T22:02:00.002+08:002011-07-30T22:07:09.170+08:00RAAAAAAAAAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR<br />FUUCKING PAIN AH!!!<br />today gotta b the worst day of my life<br />aft the break up<br /><br />today i realise 2 things<br />Sh had moved on<br />she has a bf now<br />i reali wanna gratz her sincerely<br /><br />n i found tt<br />G had'nt reali broke up<br />she was "single"<br />but their hearts were still together...<br /><br />ahhhh....<br />this feeling<br />a heavey rock lifted off my chest<br />but @ the same time<br />painful<br />somehow<br />i feel sore...<br />i guess i had not reali moved on<br />i had onli did so physically<br />but my soul, mind<br />is still @ tt moment...<br /><br />i swear this is the last time i will touch this blog<br />cos this blog<br />represents all the sad memories i had<br />i noe God will do the best for me<br />it isnt my time time yet<br />i shall live by faith<br />and not give up <br />AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-4255635307222557339?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-26724457247257527102011-07-18T19:44:00.002+08:002011-07-18T19:52:25.682+08:00hahas<br />my life is way better now<br />no more dwelling in the past<br />many plp to thx to<br />1st-ly<br />jonathan and wee kiat<br />accompany-ing me during recess<br />cheering me up<br />2nd-ly<br />joshua yap<br />my lgl<br />hahas<br />he encouraged me<br />gave me advice<br />and pushed me on<br />its him who help-ed me up my feet<br />its him hu pushed me on<br />he gave me an aim<br />a sense of direction which i had lost<br />3rd-ly<br />grace<br />hahas<br />consoled me alot<br />counseled me too<br />always so patient<br />and nice<br /><br />hoho now i am like living another new life<br />recently been in sparring<br />i wanted to start sparring<br />not ecause i wanna b a gangster<br />but i wan to b stronger<br />physically and mentally<br />someone once told me<br />i was very weak<br />no muscle and all<br />another told me<br />i failed in live<br />cos i am too soft heart-ed<br />i shall not make the same mistake again<br />i shall grow up<br />no more soft hearted weakling sy<br />overall i like my life now<br />but there are still days<br />when i will miss the old her<br />and my heart will hurt till ****<br />like today...<br />i guess love dont disappear so easily<br /><br />tho i still love her<br />i still have to ignore her<br />this feeling is so .....<br /><br />anyways made a major discovery today<br />our dear wee kiat is in love!<br />lols<br />hahas<br />shall mug now(try)<br />kthxbb<br /><br />ps: thx god imma alive<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-2672445724725752710?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-68860300617933704212011-06-27T19:56:00.003+08:002011-06-27T20:00:40.862+08:00argh wtf have i done ?<br />consumed by hatred<br />blaming her for everything<br />hatred had turned me into a monster<br />i didnt see tt<br />she was the one i hurt<br />i was to b blamed<br />i such an asshole<br />imma sry<br />i reali am<br />its too late<br />i owed her too much<br />an apology tt i shuld had said long ago<br />its not regret tt imma feeling<br />its guilt<br />i shall always remember this sin in my heart<br />the hurt i've caused<br />imma sinner<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-6886030061793370421?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-23995013060980160172011-06-22T20:50:00.002+08:002011-06-22T20:59:32.999+08:00ello plp<br />hehe<br />today had the bio thingy @ ngee ann poly<br />hoho<br />had a lot of fun:D<br />@ 1st wan pon de...<br />lucky got go<br />haizzz<br />wad made the thing worse was<br />4/8 was comming with us <br />>_<<br />to b exact<br />she was dere...<br />spoil my day nia<br />haizzz cant blame her also<br />imma the onli one to b blame<br />y m i still hanging on<br />when she had alrdy given up long time ago<br />2months ago<br />y does it still hurt me<br />when she dont give a damn<br />y m i so dumb<br />y m i so loyal<br />y m i so sentimental<br />i bet she had alrdy let it all go long ago<br />i have to let it go too<br />tts y i have to b an asshole<br />with no feelings<br />tt shall b my goal in life...<br /><br />tmrw my junior having vex competition<br />i wanna go<br />butdden shes dere too...<br />i hope _ _ _ _ _ will come on9 soon<br />den i can talk to her bout it<br />haizzz<br />imma such a weakling<br />feelings is a burden to me<br />feelings is a my tripping stone<br />tts y i have to leave it behind me<br />I SHALL NOT HAVE FEELINGS ANYMORE !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-2399501306098016017?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-4600816777769741052011-06-13T20:16:00.002+08:002011-06-13T20:21:17.745+08:00ah~<br />yea so much things happening<br />1stly<br />tt day<br />last thurs<br />i went with wee kiat n north peeps to attend lesson<br />hahas<br />to grow closer to god<br />reali appreciate tt lesson<br />wanna thnk Jon Tay, Fiona n Cheng<br />hehe:D<br />2ndly<br />last fri or sat<br />somehow tt nite was the worst nite for me<br />tt nite<br />idk y i suddenly tot of her<br />n it hurts real back<br />it forced me to crawl of bed to on comp to look thru photos of her D:<br />haizzz<br />wad m i holding onto?<br />dumb me...<br />3rdly<br />historical moment for me<br />1st time i had the perseverence to chiong maple till lvl 70 today<br />hahas:D<br />now priest le<br />woo~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-460081677776974105?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-55528722382636502392011-05-04T22:27:00.002+08:002011-05-04T22:38:15.431+08:00hahas<br />hi bitches out dere!<br />nah jus kidding<br />nvr tot i did eva post again<br />damn it sia<br />who the fuck m i kidding<br />i tot i could handle it<br />budden i couldnt<br />FUCKED IT SIA<br />jus some days our 1st anni<br />we broke up<br />joke sia<br />i cant take it<br />我不甘心!!!<br />i gave it my best shot...<br />m i destined to fail all my life?<br />m i the son tt god hate so much?<br />even i hate myself...<br />i feel so different rite now<br />i feel so...<br />consume with hatred<br />consume with sadness<br />consume with fury<br />its getting hard to control my emotions<br />the 1st few days, i managed to control it<br />or mayb i didnt<br />i guess i was jus too stunned to react<br />it was too sureal...<br />now its likea flashforward<br />imma begginning to feel it<br />the pain<br />the agony<br />the anger<br />the jealousy<br />everything shitty<br />yea n like i said<br />its getting hard to control my emotion<br />i cant keep my cool anymore<br />i flare up like nobody's business<br />now imma having the side effect<br />i keep getting headaches from the blood rushes...<br />plus its raining these few days, my head hurts worst<br />this agitates me further...<br />i feel like killing plp<br />jus ending everything in my sight<br />OBILERATE<br />but its stupid<br />this agony<br />the mental torture...<br />its killing me bits by bits<br />i jus wish someone would c this<br />n perharps save my soul<br />or jus end my misery...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-5552872238263650239?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-59384114224735294152011-01-03T19:53:00.002+08:002011-01-03T20:00:34.178+08:00yo<br />went out with ilyas todae to rp<br />as usual he was late<br />lets nt go into detail<br />anyways<br />it was raining den we nid to take several buses to reach rp<br />lol<br />partly due to rain<br />partly lazy<br />den reach rp<br />went to eat<br />aft tt go pool instead of studying<br />hahas:D<br />i heck care dun wan do liao<br />left 3 chap of maths<br />n chi<br />yea n pool is addictive>_><br />my finger bleed again todaeD:<br />irritating<br />due to ramming to hard<br />n ramming the finger into the pool table(nt excatly into >_> )<br />aft pools went home<br />juz went fb<br />saw alvin post<br />tmrw amin dae<br />no nid bring books<br />no lessons:D<br />sadly deres cca tmrw>_><br />nvm @ least can c sh<br />lol<br />n i m goin bak to dota<br />but will restrict myself this time:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-5938411422473529415?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8181576220893547621.post-83813723986509443542011-01-02T13:12:00.002+08:002011-01-02T13:16:39.017+08:00yoyo<br />think im gonna go bak to bloggin<br />lolz<br />well<br />heres a few thing i felt proud of doing in last year<br />-steading shi hui<3<br />-quitting dota<br />-quitting facebook games<br />-starting to train myself up<br /><br />lol<br />now for this year<br />-gonna b a nerd mug the books ttm<br />-onli basketballing<br />-start work aft o lvl<br /><br />yea tts all<br />lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8181576220893547621-8381372398650944354?l=brokenlonleysoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sze Yuanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06401687157441039250noreply@blogger.com0